The Haves and The Have Nots 😟

As a nursing student I find it quite interesting as to how my life has truly changed. I have attended a four year university, lived a very active full life, where I had time for Everything, and graduated on dean's list. But now in nursing school I find I don't have time for Anything, not even sleep. I feel bad when I'm tired or when I sleep in late like I did something wrong. I think to myself do I have time to study and watch this movie or tv show or can I do both? I studied for this class so I have a little free time to relax my brain. Do I have time to wash these clothes, cook dinner, read, and take notes? Or do I not have time to do all four? Do I have lead way to go out with my friends all day? Or do I not have that leisure to not study? Sometimes, I give in and just relax my mind and have a free day to not do anything because I feel I may deserve it. 💆 However, most of the time I'm studying and taking notes. Many people don't understand my new life, the life of a nursing student. That I just do not have time like I use to, for many gatherings or outings. That is time wasted that can be used to review or read. I feel guilty a lot but I know I'm not alone in those feelings. Every nursing student goes through this hectic period. To be honest I tell them just think about how I feel, I have not 1 minute to waste to do nothing. 😔 I'm the one suffering not you, so you shouldn't feel bad for you, feel bad for me. 😆 In the end people will see and understand why I had to sacrifice time, when I hit the finish line. Future nurse coming to everyone live and direct. 😘